UNWANTED

Sometimes I need to hate you…...

Anything to help let go

So long to the same sad tune

Unwanted now is you

If only you could see inside my soul….

feel the wounds in my heart and swim the rivers of my tears

You would see the reality of all that I fear

when you couldn't find the time to be near.

Speak what you will and say what you want.

Sweet words leading to songs of love

Beautiful rhymes and rhythms that flutter my heart.

Wanting to believe…hoping in hope…and trusting in faith

Your music fades and those words lose meaning

Falling short by never morphing to something tangible.

Can you do what you say… Is it too hard for you that way?

Can I have you stay more than a day?

Let me see you, feel you, and touch you more, don't you want to…

See me, feel me, touch me too?  Because I hear you...you say you do.

The loneliness in my heart tells me we're better off apart

The endless love you say you have for me feels as far as you are

Abandoned, unappreciated… summed up in neglect

Claiming you want me, swearing you need me…

You've left me feeling unwanted.

I can no longer be unwanted.